daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang been hella long since I wrote but umm yea Lifes well actually pretty much fucking blows mine n my moms relationship has completly fell the fuck apart friend drama a little well not really just one thing n its getting hella annoying cuz its getting shuved down my throat like everyday n like each day it does the more and more I get annoyed with him n its not his fault but like...I dont even wanna be around him auhhh bad!!!!!1 but ummm either then that lifes been pretty great party on the weekends....hid from the cops lapst weekend that was pretty much the greatest shit ever except I felt bad that everyone else had to call their parents n Kellee got in trouble n me ken n jd didnt auhh oh and ross...he was passed out upstairs sooo um yea haha wow sounds liek a bunch of bs drama huh......yuuuuuuuuuuuuuup ohhh Amber my best friend yea she moved she came the other weekend for homecomming that shit was great BLAIR COMMES HOME IN A MONTH! yea Im excited how is it my 2 friends I talk to the most leave me the same summer hmmmm? FUCK THAT NOISE! at least Blairs comming back but holy shit there is way to much to tell him I might kill him haha but I wish I had amber back...maybe next year....lifes just not the same without her seriously it blows like auhhhh I dont wanna talk about it anymore but yea ok sooo yea Ive been pretty much wat u would call since this summer cuz I lost 2 friends my moms n my relationship has fallen apart I have no trust in anyone besides God these days..I need to go to church soon I started going alot then quit and Its not liek I need it liek every sunday but I def need doses of it its like my medacine....my cure.....but at the same time my binge addiction! I just feel 100 percent better after it  auhhhhhh Yea I need to go ok Ill stop boring u with my drama MUCH LOVE not like any of u guys care about this anyways haha except amber.....which she probly doesnt do xanga anymore soooo yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I LOVE XANGA I FEEL BETTER ALREADY!!!!!!!!

Omg Im not sure how hot it is but Im fucking dying here I can barly breath auhh!

but anyways things have been bad n good but lets focus on the good plz its too hot to focus on bad! MY BROS COMMING IN 2 DAY N IM DYING OF EXCITMENT! oh n umm lets see IM STAYING THE NIGHT AT THE BEACH ON MONDAY! Blair Keenan n Kenneth are coming over to watch pirates of the Car. My g-pa n uncle are here KIRA N TEAGANS B-DAYS 2DAY! but their b-day party is on sunday at the beach!
I just got back from Mendacino It was the most amazing beach Ive ever been on n we went ocean kyaking<spelling but yea its all been PRETTY good! haha Love ya kids!